Food Porn

Not feeling great today - feel like I've started a bad, bad cold. Accomplished a little today, but still feel very unproductive, so left Chelsea early. Got caught sneaking off by Mr Golder, but was in such a bad mood, I couldn't be bothered to lie to him as to why I was going home - I said the patients were asleep and the other two on my firm were that way, pointing inside the ward - he wasn't impressed! I seem to turn into a gibbering wreck when he's around - I've lost the ability to speak a coherent sentence when he asks me anything this week; something I usually do when I fancy someone, along with being unable to look them in the eye! - how to lose your street cred in seconds...........

Think he could tell I couldn't be arsed - I hope he realises we all have these days and that he doesn't dob to anyone else about it.

Got home and cooked like a maniac - made Bean Chilli to go with Nachos, Chicken Fajitas and dad had defrosted some Peking duck, so I stuck that in the oven and got the trimmings for that ready. Cooking all that (AND cleaning up after) has made me feel better, and hopefully Eastenders later on will cheer me up more :)